Saturday, June 19, 2010

Forfeit


how can yu be happy when your not in a happy enviroment, or ur not making progress in life. And you just sit and watch your life pass you by, literally though. You have no motive or no motivation from anyone to do whats right. Im tired, not sleepy is this my hole that im not gonna be able to dig out of. If so i forfeit... ill live in this hole if it means i dont have to face reality ! And im tired of crying, so id rather take it for what it is and except this is how its gonna be until a miracle happens or i die. And amazingly dying sounds better! Tired of seeing my people strugglin im mean generation after generation it never fails. i wish i was that little girl that was naive and not knowin what was going on. and evry present she got she would be sooo excited about it wether it was a blanket to a pack of lip gloss lol ! But now the world is weighin on my back and again. I WANT OUT ! i want out. ! i want out ! i want ouuuuuuut!?

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