Friday, June 18, 2010

He Isnt Who you Thought He Was.

Brace yourselves people I actually have to tell a Story about this guy lol :)
Day 1: Met him with a friend he gave me his number everything was cool,
Day2: We kicked it on a late night tip it was cool i was feeling him more then i thought i wouldnt lol. He lowkey made me feel like i was the only one, but i knew it wasnt like that jus for the fact of what kind of lifestyle he lived and what he did. Much older guy which made him underestimate me. But it was all good and life, we went to a hotel room. It caught me off super guard when he told his friends "YEA YOU KNOW WHERE IMA BE!" like how would they so your use to takin girls to hotels? Anywho we went out to universal hotel and talked about one another and got to know each other. So from there i thought this was gonna be a long TERM thing wether he was fucking with other females or not. Around the 3rd time i was with him i made up my mind i was gonna ride for him. Fuck His Money, Fuck What he Got i wanted his trust i wanted his l.o.v.e this not meaning sex. About 2weeks ago maybe we spent the night together and we got down or whatever like we had been doing, but i did do things different. and now sitting here 1 week and a half later. no calls,no text, NOTHING!? And im not the kind of woman where i like to be treated like shit like thee 11th man theory ! There can be 10 men and 1 woman in one room, all 10 men can tell her how beautiful she is, and compliment her and tell her all these nice things. Then the 11th man walks in look at her and kinda look at her in discuss & keeps it pushin then the woman wants that MAN! But me if a man is giving me compliments and showing he cares about me i want that i can give a fuck about a man who doesnt give 2 fucks about me! And i say this theory to say i wish he was that 11th man so i wouldnt have to feel how i feel right now. we wouldnt even would have went through this had he showed his true colors. Ladiesss, HE ISNT WHO YOU THOUGHT HE WAS!

PEACE, LOVE, GUIDANCE
ALOVESUBLIME.

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